Monthly Archives: November 2016

Hubba bubba bubblegum.

Maybe just a little bit.

No a lot.

I feel like you should know, but I won’t ever say it out loud. I feel like you should just know it. Just realize you want me just as badly, It wouldn’t be that hard really; I mean, It I… I know that you do, don’t you?

Source: Hubba bubba bubblegum.

Hubba bubba bubblegum.

I feel like you should know, but I won’t ever say it out loud.

I feel like you should just know it.

Just realize you want me just as badly,

It wouldn’t be that hard really;

I mean,

It is true,

Isn’t it?

EVERYfuckingDAY

We keep replaying this. It’s alright. I kind of dig it. Youcouldyellmewhatyourthinkingsometimesthough… you make me sure of it. I want to own a gallery/coffee shop.

I’d own it.

It’d be great. It will be great.

ifIdidn’tgiveeverything,nothingwouldgetdone

I act like I don’t care to prevent everyone, including myself, from freaking out. Ik that I deserve more than just late nights with you after your done at work on your way home… I deserve someone that wants to betherewithmenotonlyjustwhenit is fucking convenient.

Being in a relationshipwithmeisconvenient…I don’t ask for anything, and give everthing… I wish I couldstopgivingtbut if I didn’t give everything nothing would get done.

I love you and that’s all I got for you.

 

Someone someday will love your art. They will be all over the art that only you can create, so be patient; or become one.

Someone one day will know you.

Someone one day will see you, and only you.

For what? I laugh at you. I laugh at me laughing at you. I can’t stand you. What did you tell me again? How sholdu I react to that? Wtf do you want me to say? I love you. I still cannot stand you though. I want you and you make me smile, but sometimes I want to eat you alive so that you can always be with me and you will finally be a part of me. You deny me, but I can play that game too. Idon’twanttoplayanymore. Can’t I win already? This game drives me nuts; and, I love it.

Can you hear me?

What about now?

I am telling you this is the most I have ever felt like I needed to always be with someone…. Doesthatsentence even makeanysense? I don’t care. I love you and that’s all I got for you.

Why always dream about thigns that you might be able to get; but, probably will not be able to get.

look

This is how I wrote. sdafkjsdf I cant tell you what I see; just know that it is always going to be there even when you think its not there… like, even if you think your having an ‘off’ day, you still got me hooked. Don’t play stupid.

ho

ho

ho

You know what you do.                      You know you knowyouknowwwyoufuckingkno, like, its like… you just know it. its not so complicated I guess. I thought it would be harder to describe, but its not that hard for me to describe. I love you and thats that. I want you to want to wake up with me there; but, I cant make you want something. NOone can make anyone want something else.

its like… biology

I loved seeing you there.

You looked so beautiful to me… You said to me that no.. “CAPITOL>no,imnotbeautifulimotHOT.”

fAKE OH SO YOU WANT FAKE

I WILL NOT BE FAKE

I WANT YOU

I LOVE YOU, but I will not change. I do not need you enough to change.

 

Plastic dreams are lal that you have got, and it disgusts me. .