Monthly Archives: October 2016

IfIrememberedhowtocry, I would be.

Stupid car accident; I need that release. That release that only a good, long, cold, wet cry can bring. So much has happened.

Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise that I cannot produce tears ever since that awful snowy day back in 2008.

Maybe I would not be able to stop. 

Maybe I don’t want to cry. 

Who am I kidding; I want to finally cry. I do have other outlets. Running, art, studying random, or not so random, stuff. Iwanttoletitoutrightnowbecausetheymakemefeel broken.Hetellsmehewon’tbewithme…thenhekissesme. Deeply.

Mesmoking weed threehours aftertakingmymedication…medication helps make me not manic; and, weed helps me to feel uppity.

I odn’t know if this is what it is likie for all tbi sufferers, bc each brain is so different. Each problem is so different, each cell is so different, each bone memory scan thing sending our memory section of our brains messages, is different; and each inch of every bone remembers things differently.

soFOR MEsmoking weed in combination with my drugs is amazing. smoking alone, without any medication(aripiprazole 5mg) is a major help. the aripiprazole n umbs me

and weed makes me feel uppidy.

good combination

good sex helps too.sex before we smoked. I had a hit. One. I’m a lightweight.

it’s bio

bronwynschroeder

I can pass bio. I want to pass.

My whole deal is I want to learn about the human brain. <life goal> it’s so relevant to me andeveryoneingeneral. Mostly I want to understand how medicine works. I want to help them discover more about traumatic brain injury and how to better treat all sorts of mental illness.

I just can’t be a neurologist neuroscientist or any of that until AND IF I can pass human biology.

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Aripiprazole 5mg

How did I used to write? Up late. All heated over nothing. What inspired me? How do I get back?

How do we get back? It’s so dark. 

Are you sure this is the way I came? I fell back there, did I hit my head hard? 

Oh your right. You always were. 

You walk straight, not like them.

This pattern is starting to look like a maze. 

it’s bio

I can pass bio. I want to pass. 

My whole deal is I want to learn about the human brain. <life goal> it’s so relevant to me andeveryoneingeneral. Mostly I want to understand how medicine works. I want to help them discover more about traumatic brain injury and how to better treat all sorts of mental illness.

I just can’t be a neurologist neuroscientist or any of that until AND IF I can pass human biology.