Monthly Archives: January 2016

walkingoneggshells

Just forget me
I am not me anymore, anyway.
You looked happy there.
Forget me; you already have.
 
It was fun, we shared some memories.
Now the new me can no longer make new ones
I will just keep replaying the old ones as I stumble along,
Occasionally I will pick up speed.
 
I will think I am out of the dark, finally, this is happy, only to fall back down this tunnel of memories I have created for myself when I get too frightened to face the day.
 
But, wait, is that true?
Can I really not make new memories?
 
No; that is a fat lie that we keep telling ourselves to justify you never having the time, never inviting me out to create memories.
 
It is all just a lie.
 
I understand,
You are sick and tired of being sure that I am not having a moment.
Always making sure, checking, walking on eggshells.
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Chill Pill

Relax; I got you, with me always you will stay until, until you decide decide to leave me.

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Chill Pill

Relax;
I got you,
with me always you will stay
until,
until you decide
decide to leave me.

stuff is packed; i have a bag packed self mutalizating i cant help it

why does everyone like to see me like this?

they love to watch me self mutilize

self mutalization is bet

 

Badilla

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Badilla

do you like to imagine me like that?
Yes, I do enjoy that; maybe, it works out better at an appropriate time…
buthetriedtofuckmefrombehindanyway
And; you did not like that, so why didn’t you ask him to stop?
i kept turning around,the next day (itwasnewyearssoitisallfucked)thatsamenight? he was like, imcomingover, i was like…likefuckyouare*turnsoffphone

No, this is not off. Your life has just started, you were raised looking up to a person who was not ready to be a father; and I am telling you that this behavior will only get you so far, then the only person left will be your empty bed… AndevenTHATisnotarealperson,so you better get good sheets.